Jina asan hai ya marna...
What's easy to die or to live.
To struggle and survive or to escape and be called coward.
What's so good about being alive.
Being alive meaning struggle about everything and anything .
Death means sweet end to all.
And I am not going see what's going to happen to everyone after I am gone.
Why should I bother.
Why should I always care.
Yes you may be correct at your place.
But what about me am I always wrong.
Salla what I gaining from it.
If I am good why I have to see this.
If a I am not good I will may become worst.
Better leave now.
If I tell I want to die to them. It's like blackmailing them to agree on my thinking
Will it get easier.. no
Am I ill ,
Don't know
What if you survive with depending on them,
Then they will also thik mar hi jata to thik rhta
